Thrilling Thursday

Right now I am sitting in the MSC where everyone goes to socialize and eat lunch together. I just got done with my nutrition class and then I ate lunch with my friend from high school and we were catching up a little bit. Then as I was getting silverware I saw Sara's roommate and it turns out that she could be living with us next year. That should be fun. She seem super chill and nice! It's crazy just how small this campus actually is and how everyone seems to know each other or always run into other people that you know. Or 'Friends of Friends' for that matter. I am excited for tonight because I get to meet the people in my Impact camp and find out the color that I am for the camp! I am so excited for this opportunity to make new friends and be a leader to the incoming freshman. I love pushing myself outside of my comfort zone and learning new things. Tonight after I attend a music concert for my music class I am suppose to go to rudder fountain dressed as my favorite music genre and apparently we play games, and ice breaker exercises. Then after we are suppose to go to our prayer team leaders house or our co-chairs house. That is when we meet everyone who is in our specific camp. I know that the colors pink, yellow, green, orange, red and aqua are already taken. That means that purple, blue and silver are left. Anyway . . . I am about to be late for class so I should probably continue later.
                                                                                                               - Katherine <3

Happy

Tonight I am happy. I just found out that I made IMPACT COUNSELOR!! ME! I ACTUALLY MADE SOMETHING! I am so happy! Honestly so extremely happy! I am looking forward to meeting everyone on Thursday! I am suppose to dress up as my favorite music genre! So on Tuesday I plan on going to Walmart and finding something that will make me look like either 90's, pop or hip hop music! I am so PUMPED to meet everyone! As I sing the song lyrics to Alicia Keys - Girl On Fire I can't help but smile even more while I am writing this. Good things come to those who wait. I can't wait for this time where I can grow with the Lord and make new friends. This is going to be an experience of a lifetime and I have absolutely no idea what to expect! I think that is a good thing though because I have nothing to compare it to. No expectations. Just me. From this whole experience of rejection from groups and then acception into other groups I have learned a lot about life. In life we can't control what happens in our life. What is most important is how we react. That's probably the biggest piece of advice I could ever give someone. I am so glad throughout my entire college experience thus far I have remained myself. Not tried to change for anyone, thing or organization. I like the way I am and I don't ever what to change who I am to fit in. I am glad I get to grow from this experience and I can't wait to learn from the other people in my camp. I know I have lots to share with them too and I am more than ready for this experience. "Good things come to those who wait. Better things come to those who don't give up, and the best thing comes to those who believe." "Give but don't allow yourself to be used. Love but don't allow your heart to be abused. Trust but don't be naive. Listen to others but don't lose your own voice." My mom sent me those two quotes after I told her I made Impact camp along with some other quotes and they really connected to me. I will definitely be sure to keep you posted on this entire journey. I am so thankful to my family and prayer group for pushing me to go. Without them I probably would of never took a leap of faith. Most importantly, I would like to thank God. I can't even fathom what He has in store for me this coming year. Thank you to the moon and back. I should probably be studying for my two tests that are on Tuesday. Tomorrow is going to be panic day. I am happy. Things in life eventually work out.

                                                                                                                - Katherine <3

Random Posts Before Class

Right now I am sitting outside of my Blinn Science class. Cause you know I'm BlinnTEAM yay! Not. Just kidding I don't really know how I feel about it anymore. I try not to think about it too much because I am just as enrolled at A&M as I am at Blinn. Right now I am feeling pretty stressed out. I have a lot of homework/studying to do and not much time to finish it all but I will get through it. I should probably stop procrastinating because that's never good to do. Yester day I was extremely tired and I naped during the day, but then at night when it came to the time I needed to go to sleep I couldn't fall asleep. Today I just need to NOT NAP & STUDY MORE. I especially need to study math. My Mom was aggravating the crap out of me yesterday, but I just disconnected because I didn't want an argument to break out especially over FaceTime. The leggings that I am wearing today keep falling down and I keep on having to pull them. I hope today is a good day and the rest of the week I am able to focus on what I need to get done. I know this post was kind of random but if I have a chance to post more I will. I'm about to walk into class YAY for learning. I honestly have no idea where this post is going. 

                                      -Katherine ❤️

THEY DIDNT EVEN GIVE ME MEDICINE BECAUSE THEY SAID I WASN'T SICK

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! Lol I know I'm a little late, but I can't remember if I posted before this . . . I think I did, but just incase. Right now I am at the Walgreens healthcare clinic waiting for my time to see the doctor. I don't feel well and my Dad has strep throat. This would happen to be right before I am suppose to go back to College Station. The lord is certainly testing me. There is so much I have to do and classes start back up again on Tuesday. I think I am going to head back on Sunday, but I am not sure yet because I don't think any of my roommates will be back again until Monday. I am nervous about some of the classes that I am going to be taking but the good news is that I have Friday's off this semester. So that basically means I have off 4 days (if you count the time after Thursday). I think this semester will be easier because I will be more prepared for the classes that I am taking and I will know what to expect when starting this semester. As of right now this is my view from where I am sitting typing this short little letter.

There are 3 peopl.... Just as I was typing that they called me back. They strep throat tested me and now I am just waiting to see the doctor.

                               -Katherine 

Don't let anyone make you feel inferior without your consent.

I hate feeling like I am bullied all of the time. I also hate feeling like I get picked on constantly. I HATE IT. It sucks. All I wish for is to be accepted and to fit in. Thats all I want. I hate the eye rolls and all the innocent digs towards me. With my friends back at home they get me. They understand me and who I am. I don't feel like I am being judged or that I have to change who I am to be someone that I'm not. I just want to be myself. I wish I already had established relationships in College Station like I do back in Spring.