Thursday, December 16, 2010

Lame...

One word four letters that can me so many things.
For starters, that is what today feels like.
Today was horrible.
I don't wanna talk about it or even think about it.
I just wanna move on...
Hopefully tomorrow will be a lot better.
Too much drama.
Not enough truth.
Sometimes I hate the way things are.
But I bet tomorrow I will love it.

Wednesday, December 15, 2010

School Is...

My school, in my eyes is not like any any other school.
Accept for the basics like ::
*The nasty cafateria food.
*The one teacher who always has to ketch you when you just so happen to be texting.
*Being called "Fishey" when your a freshman
*Having to deal with the cliques
*Knowing someone or being that person who has some stupid rumor started about them
*Having that class clown in your class that makes your day soo much better
*Begging the teacher to not give you the test today because you didn't study along with half of the class
*Cheating on a test
*Boring class announcements
*The one person that you know will make it big time in the industry
And that's just a start to all the things that happen.
To me It is special. I think that if you have lived in the same area and gone to all of the same schools that all your friends have gone to then you grow a special connection to everything in that area. Like for instance my friends...
I have known most of them since kindergarden and/or second grade (because i switched elementary schools but they were sister schools and were in the same area). Then when I went to middle school we met once again and grew up to meet more people now that we are in High School.
In a way High School can be kind of cruel.
Because you grew up all your life with the same friends and not knowing or living outside your little bubble that is built around you ( pretty much everyone has a bubble in some way). Then after you have to go to college and you practically have to start back at the beginning like you are in elementary school again. But this time you don't know anyone.
I never realized this sad yet strange part of school.
Why do the choose to put us through all of this?
It just dosen't make sence to me.
Maybe someday I may understand.
But for now I am just going to have to live my life one day at a time and enjoy school for what it is.

Today....

Seemed like it would never end. Personally I wish school was out for christmas break already. I am litterally counting down the days. As of right now we have 1 and 1/2 days left until we get out, because we have a half day on friday.
It's not like I don't like school because sometimes I do. It's just ...sometimes you need a break from all of that work and even your friends. Sometimes it can be boring doing the same ting every day, but then again when i miss school on a school day I feel odd and unusual.
I had 3 tests today out of four classes because on wendesday we have all of my odd number classes that is 1,3,5 and 7. Tomorrow I have all even classes ( 2,4,6) and will have late arrival just like every thursday.
Anways overall school today was alot of fun.
Pretty much halarious.
But the point is...
I can't wait for the week to end!!! = )

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Personalities ...

They are all different.
Not any single personality is the same.
I know personality and I love it I think it makes me.
I am ...

  • An Inspirer
  • I love being around people
  • I am committed to your friends.
  • I am unconventional, irreverent, and unimpressed by authority.
  • I am perceptive, and can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
  • I use lots of colorful language and expressions.
  • I am definitely willing to risk your heart.
  • When I want something I am driven but not a workaholic
  • I love making others laugh and I can be very sarcastic
  • I can be understanding but I am very stubborn
  • I love dreaming and believing what could be
  • I love writing and stories
  • I love fashion and style
  • Music is my everything and it's what gets me through tough times (I wish songs could play during Epic moments in my life like in the movies)
  • Traveling is my favorite thing to do
  • I speak what I think and I will always stand up for what I believe in
  • I am a (4 year and counting) flute player and will forever have that band geek inside me
  • I am the oldest out of 3 of my parents kids (so I guess that is how I have that natural bornleader within me)
Now I think that is all the basics to my personality.
As for my life well lets just say,
I'm Just Getting Started.

I'm New To All Of This ...

So as you probably know from the title of this post that I am new to all of this . I don't really know where to start with my life accept for the fact that I go to high school and I am a teenage girl(as you probably know already). And this blog is pretty much going to be about my daily troubles and what my crazy and complicated life is all about. This is pretty much my place for me to vent out all of my inner thoughts and feelings. Hopefully people will learn to love me and enjoy my blog too!